Dammit! I just wrote a really long post, submitted, proofed, and closed my browser before "publishing" it. Crap, that sucks. I've done that alot. It's probably the exercise of writing that's important though. But here's the summary. 1. I'm in a funk again 2. Why does wife get to "hold the remote" 3. I'm doomed to either lonliness or pain for the rest of my life. 4. It might be because I'm "broken" like my dog whose mom died when he was born. I should accept my lot. 5. The guy who is using chemicals to chill out might have the right idea aftar all. 6. Once again, I want to give up. 7. I'm physically aching today even after doing a big group fun-run with family. 8. W knows something is wrong but I keep telling her I'm just tired. 9. Life sucks.
