Our new sofa came. It lets us snuggle while watching TV. Finished the show we wanted to watch, then W proceeded to watch a stupid cooking show until she fell asleep. There were 30 minutes there that were wasted on crap. But....I must chill...I must chill...I must chill...I must chill. I got back rubs and we had some good kissing but at one point she got the impression that I wanted to go further and she started to say something but retracted. Trust me, I got the message.
Why can something be so enjoyable to us and simply a chore to someone else. It's insane. I'm not frustrated about not getting any action but the fact that she's consciously having to think about wanting to do it. It's unbelievable and is making me crazy. Once again, I feel like quitting. The boy-scout effort has to be a year before I make any decisions. She's obviously working through it just as I'm working through coming down for dinner on time.
I still just cant understand why a person wouldn't want more of that "tingly" feeling you get when you kiss and touch each other. Why deny it. One morning she compared it ice cream...where eating too much gets old. WELL THEN CHANGE F'IN FLAVOR!!!!! You won't get fat, your arteries wont clog, there's health benefits, there's psychological benefits, there's relationship benefits. What the F! Are you just plain stupid?
