I did cave last night and send wife one simple text saying Goodnight. She said goodnight back. I then asked her if she heard anything about this local story she was following all week and she said everything has been quite on that story. She then said Goodnight again and to enjoy my time away and we will talk when I get back on Sunday. I wrote nothing back. I know I am suppose to be detaching but I couldn't not say Goodnight.
This is a bittersweet trip. It is nice to be around family and people that care about me. But at the same time this is where we grew up, met, dated, had our D14, and lived for our first 10 years together. The place we met is 1 mile up the road. So it is hard to be here without her.
The hardest part of all this was if I had the support of the people on this board and only did the minor hiccups I am doing now a month or two ago we would probably have been back together. I have only been truly shut out for the last two weeks. I am still hoping that there is enough of a foundation built from our 18 years together that eventually we have something to build off of.
Me: 36 W: 36 D: 14 T: 18 (05/1997) M: 16 (05/1999) BD: 7/23/15 Separation 01/2015 D mentioned and started 02/2015 D filed 3/2015 OM confirmed 3/30/15
