Day Two

[Lifes Twists]

My first week of work is now behind me. I feel much more comfortable now. I can see their expectations are much lower at this point that those I set for myself. I feel great to be where I can contribute to some success.

I have had an interesting week with my ex. On Sunday she tm me and asked if I could drop our dog off when I went out to dinner with my daughters and picked up after. I asked if she wanted the dog earlier. I ended up dropping the dog off early in the afternoon. We talked for a few minutes. I think she is feeling lonely when no one is around. this is interesting as she used to say that her happiest time was when she had her own apartment just to herself. I guess this time around its rather lonely.

Later in the week she thanked me via TM for forwarding some emails from my youngest school. This is the first time she has said thank you to me since this whole thing stated two years ago. It was nice that she acknowledge something.

I won't read into anything my wife says or does. I just observe and I don't react. I do wonder if these may be some signs of her poking her head out of the tunnel to test the water. I am glad I don't have the time now to dwell on this. It will just have to take what ever direction it does.