Old dog seeks new trick 10

[Old Dog]

Thanks Toots, everyone has been so supportive and it means a lot to me.

I don't know if I want to, or even if I can continue in-house separation. Every time I come back here I feel miserable. I try not to show it but it's like walking onto a knife,Mexico she then twists.

She's taking herself off for the weekend as I'm off next weekend. She just popped her head round the door to see I wanted a cup of tea and to check if I remembered. I'm glad she's going, I don't want to see her, possibly ever again she's not my friend. I hate her so much for doing this and I hate it that I'm consumed by it and can't stop thinking about them.

I'm in such a bad place mentally and emotionally today. I don't think I'm a very good DBer.