Thanks for your kind words raliced. Every cloud has a silver lining :-) You're probably don't know David Essex over there, but that was a big hit in the 70s.

Yes, I may be in the gutter but I'm looking up at the stars :-) How do I manage to write this stuff? You're right though and I'm one step closer to detachment and getting on with my life. It's just everything is a little blurred at the moment. Wait a minute while I dry my eyes ... that's better.

WAW has finally turned up stinking of booze and fallen asleep immediately, snoring like a pig. No wait, it's turned into a motorboat now.

Maybe I am hard on myself but I really don't want to be caught going deepen the same rise again as far as passive aggressiveness is concerned. And I do want to understand why I didn't or couldn't do what she needed.

I am far more able to do that now because I've read books but I would still have to learn and practice. However it doesn't come naturally and there's a reason for that and any othe fears which I'd like to eliminate.

I have read some zew bit not for a while. There are so any a sing people struggling to do their best on here and not enough time.

And lastly, thank you for asking if I'm proud of my behaviour or that of Mrs Dog. What a wonderful question. You are a superstar for asking it.


M: 57 / EW: 52
T: 21, M: 8
S: 18, S: 15
Bomb: 1 Jun 14
EA Aug 2014 I think
PA Feb 2015 possibly sooner