Susana (7) - Like a big pizza pie

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Yes, definitely not making any decisions. It's only been rolling around in my mind consistently for the last few days (and on and off since BD), and I know my feelings change a lot day to day. I think it's just hard to sustain yourself (well, for me anyway, I am happy with the changes I'm making but it *is* a lot of work!). And I am finding it hard recently to keep loving H, when my love tank's getting emptier and emptier, and that in turn makes me more tired.
But like I said, feelings change a lot. I might feel completely different tomorrow, or next week. Learning not to react to my feelings has been huge for me!