I hope and pray that things will continue on in a peaceful manner for you and your children. I do know how you feel about everything feeling bitter sweet right now. It's sad to think about what they threw away in their quest for that "illusive" happiness. So, sad.

I'm glad to see that you are keeping busy and yes, spring is right around the corner! I think Mother Nature is ready for spring to come too!

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.