Susana (7) - Like a big pizza pie

[susana4]

Thanks Z. Man, I do not feel like I'm doing awesome sometimes - especially today, but I'll update on that in a minute. Think optimistically about what might be in my H's mind? Ha! Good point though, if I'm mind reading I could mind read in a positive way as well as negative.

Oh - and he hasn't brought up D (or moving out for that matter) since mid January when we quit MC. I'd already stopped R talks but MC (in addition to not being very M friendly) asked in *every* session "so are you still definitely decided on D?" (ugh) And every time he said yes, he was 100% certain (sometimes saying he was *more certain*). We haven't had a single R talk since then, but I don't want to think this means he could be reconsidering (although I'll admit there's a part of me that hopes that) because it's more likely he just doesn't want confrontation.