Look into the meds. There are lot of different ones out, you can find one that will work for you.
With me I know they have saved my life. When this all started I was so down I was very close to ending it all, but a friend got me to make a phone call. Since then my meds have been adjusted and while I still get down, I don’t go that far down any more. There are things that have happened since that would have taken me back to where I was at the beginning if this. But I believe the medication helped level off the drop.
Me:43, WW:45 2 Kids: 21,22 Married: 23 Years Bomb: 01/2015 Separate Bedrooms: 02/2015 She left: 03/2015