Hello everyone! I obviously took a break from the boards but am back checking in on everyone.
My M is over and the D happened as amicably as it could with all the terms I could hope for. My ex is still spinning- called me a week or so ago telling me about how he had horrible depression again, had stopped his ADs, and was withdrawing from friends but seeing his counselor. I felt bad for him but I didn't try to save him. I can't anyway and this is well he needs to dig himself out of in the hopes of being whole one day. I have no animosity or anger at this time. I believe I have reached a good place of acceptance though I know I will still have sad moments.
I have actually started dating someone. I went on a few dates here and there just to see what was out there. And when I least expected it I met a great guy. I wasn't looking for a relationship but I'm not going to run away from something that seems to have great potential. I'm taking one day at a time. It is refreshing to be able to approach this from a place of strength and knowledge of my own self worth. Sending lots of positive thoughts and prayers to all of you in DB- land!!
Me 41 H 40 M 20 T 23 S 19,16, 8 D 13 BD1 dec 2012 not sure going to work BD2 sep 2013 seeking a D Filed oct 2013, D Feb 2015 Life is about daring greatly, about being in the arena- Brene Brown
