Need Help!!!

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Very uneventful day today. W sent me a text in the morning saying she wasn't opening the office today due to the snow storm we got today. Then in mid afternoon she sent me a text saying D14's game was cancelled for tomorrow nigh due to weather. Then a few hours later a text that she bought gifts that we owed family members because we haven't seen them to bring to them. Then finally a message saying she baked cookies and made gift baskets to give to each my brother, sister, mom and dad. Also she made a Easter Basket she wanted me to bring up to our nephew.

That was our day maybe a dozen total one line texts. So nothing to get excited about but no steps backwards either. Very hard going to be these last few nights with out a good night text. But I am doing the detaching.

Also I have read the first 200 pages of DR so far. I wish I read that book earlier. I believe if I did the things outlined in that book from the very beginning we would have never even separated. I was given so many opportunities and I never took advantage of them. Now I just need to hope I have one more chance left and I use the advice that I am getting from the book and the people on this message board.

I love my wife and want her in my life very badly. But these last couple days I am coming to grips with the fact that life will go on either way. I could not honestly say that the last 8 months.