I'm so sorry to hear about your current sitch - but you are lucky to have found this site, and will get much needed advice, support and friendship on here.
That is excellent advice from Rzr, and you should read it, read it again, really think about it and mostly believe that you will get there - a painful step at a time granted - but get there you will.
Keep posting and asking questions my friend...
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
