I think I am p!ssed off that H is acting so nonchalant. It seems weird because it's like the more we get along the more angry I get, but I think it makes sense because it has to do with him acting so carefree and casual.
Try not to over think or use logic with his actions. Its hard, but you really don't know what hes thinking. There could be a million reasons for the way he acts, or appears to act. Trying to figure it out will just make you crazy. Remember, hes the one being irrational and his actions wont make sense to you. Keep up the great work.
Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be
