Claire, honey, you are letting the why's keep you from moving on to the fabulous life that's waiting for you. If you knew why, would anything change? My D17 has a chronic autoimmune disease. I don't know why. My H left me. I don't know why. Over the years I've had friends die of cancer, accidents, suicide. I don't know why. And knowing why won't cure my D17, won't restore my M, won't reverse accidents. Claire you have to find a way to get unstuck. The why is not important. You are important. Too important to be stuck.
