Part 15 - a blue edz rising

[edz]

Not much happening here today, dreadful night so rearranged thu/Fri will go into the office tomorrow (have calls most of today anyway).

Nothing from w, not expecting her to really after the pressure comment yesterday think shell retreat most likely.

Tired today but will still exercise shortly. No enthusiasm right now so will just go through the motions today. Odd I dont feel upset by w just like I'm burned out, maybe trying too hard but I dont feel I was pursuing or raising expectations maybe hope got a boost as we discussed toots, but nothing more as w is not the warm fuzzy type and likes me to stop chasing.

Well never mind, best get on. Check in later.