Friday Night:
THIS REALLY SUCKS!

We put our D6 at a friends house between 4 and 9 pm. Got cleaned up, had wine and cheese while listening to some nice music. Went to a very sexy art-house movie, never stopped holding hands. Had a great passionate kiss afterwards, then went to a very nice dinner. This was probably one of the best dates I've ever had with W. We've both had a fair amount of wine which usually loosens her up a ton. We get home, and she's giving me a very flirty vibe. I shower off and get in bed while she comes out in lingerie. She even notices that I closed the bedroom door. She lies down in the bed and falls asleep with a "thank you for the fun night", but not even a real kiss.

I told myself beforehand to not be bothered if something like this happened which in retrospect, was good preparation. I stayed very calm, didn't roll over to face away from her. I stayed very still while she went to sleep and quietly snuck out of the bed to take a bath and write this.

This is so unbelievably frusterating. I've been making deposits into her tank for the past 3 weeks with 0 love busters committed, all her LLs covered, gifts, attention, etc. I can't believe that on a night like tonight, that I would get this kind of treatment. Is she purposely trying to sabotage our marriage.

Like Corri, I'm running on empty. Actually, I'm using reserve fuel but I'm running with no oil...it's metal-to-metal and the engine is about to seize.

Sh!t, sh!t, Sh!t, Sh!t. This is insane!. I really want to go back to being roommates, and start having affairs with all the HD wives in the neighborhood.

The real test will be tomorrow because it's possible that she had intentions but the wine knocked her out. I hope she recognizes that she did a major rejection to me tonight and starts to realize that she's a f'in bitch and that our days are numbered if she doesn't fix herself. Ok, go ahead and shoot me now...Ilnow those are nasty comments but I'm really just blowing off steam.