Wonka... that's f'in awesome. In fact... I had put a down payment on a trip to Africa in 1995... Xh said he wouldn't be havin' it. I didn't go. Down payment was nonrefundable. I am just remembering this. I was 18. I could have seen those masks- straight-up!
The thing is... I think I put a lot of me to the side. I kept the "core" me. But it feels dead. I'm sorry you don't feel like you know me. I am putting it out there as best I can. I am SO friggin pissed that the part I KNEW and still enjoyed.... I CANT FIND anymore!
The past two days I have done much more with my kids... I'm feeling like myslef more.. but I'm not exactly sure what that is.
I can tell you this... I may be the class clown... but I AIN'T no f'in Klown in xh's charade.
And... I can't wait for you to meet me. BC when I RE-find ME... it ain't no joke. I'm just ticked that I have to find the me I was so familiar with.
