Part 15 - a blue edz rising

[edz]

Sounds great toots. No idea as yet joined up with 3 photos, general group and cinema. Nothing in the diary as yet so will keep looking and join a few more, not tonight though.

Feeling a little drained both physically and spiritually tonight. Nothing like not standing thats stronger if anything this week but just feel the fights gone out of me tonight. Need to regroup, will just leave w to her own thing unless she contacts me which isn't too likely.

One thing I realised I didn't mention during the whole key debacle (and what WAS that about i almost wish I'd left her Locked out now) she said among other things

She didn't want to feel pressured if were spending time together

She hasn't ruled anything in or out

She's not stalling or messing about to get more time

The latter I forgot to mention. No idea if its relevant as I say just feel totally dB burned out tonight.

Anyway ooo 9pm I'm going to bed shattered and work tomorrow and I really do need to put in an appearance at the office so a 30 minute commute in the morning not just a walk to the office in the spare room.

Will still be online though, not a huge amount of hope of going straight to the land of nod.

Cheers.