Ok, SuperDave has definately beat me to this but I just decided to start journaling here. I don't really care if anyone reads it, but it might be helpful to some. A little wierd that it's in public but I'm on 5 different computers throughout the day and this is convenient and it actually might help others...plus the occasional feedback.
For new members just tuning in, I'll provide a little backgrond... I'm a HD 36 yr. old, living in a major metro area with my LDW and D6. Married 10 years and things slowed down dramatically after marriage. For various reasons, I rationalized it away as an insignificant issue that I should ignore because every other aspect of my homelife was seemingly perfect except this one thing. Plus I assumed that I was a big dork because women never noticed me. But, in the last few months, it's been insane...I've been getting the flirty vibe from women everywhere. This made me realize how good it feels to be wanted but I didn't want to be with anyone else but my W. We have a very peaceful household where we put civility first so things never get too heated...just a little dramatic occasionally.
So, I've read SSM and gave it to W to read. I've been posting here for the past few weeks and have made some good progress and think I'm using a good roadmap. Hopefully, this will be helpful to some. I promise that there will be some colorful rantings, humor, and odd metaphors as I plan to write "whatever"
Enjoy, but feel free to cut in and give me crap if it sounds like I'm off track.
