I have read and re-read and read again but for some reason it doesnt seem to be helping. I know this will take some time. I know this didn't get broke overnight and it wont get fixed overnight but damn. I mean there are days that it feels like we made some great progress (now I still stay lovenly detached)but then the next day its like im the damn antichrist. I try to stay in an upbeat mood and try not to let her get to me. when she does I leave the house. I spend more time in the gym when she is home than I do at the house, because she is trying to get my goat and pick a fight. I just dont understand why.
