Wife left me three weeks ago!

[alpha99]

I'm feeling like utter crap now. I guess this feeling is coming from the realisation that maybe I've been naive in thinking thus far that her affair is over because she said it was. Of course there are things that have pointed to the contrary but I don't know, I just feel sick again right now like I did post separation. It's one thing us not being together, being apart but single, thinking her A was over, but it's another thing to imagine that it is still going on...I feel sick.