Wife left me three weeks ago!

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Just to add to that, I do feel like I need to wind down at the moment. I am worried that I am going to say something to her tomorrow that I might regret. I am hopeful that a good sleep will solve that.

As it stands she said she is going to take the kids to school tomorrow. I will pick them up and drop them off and spend some time with them. It's at this point that I will lay out the groundwork from a sort of timetable regarding the children.

I am going to have to come to terms with the fact that I won't see my children every day, as unbelievably sad and depressing as that is. I have come to terms already that even if things were to work out it would take months in order to do so, and that's if they do. In the mean time I am genuinely moving on in my life and doing lots of new things, dressing different etc, and I have been feeling a lot more in check of my emotions this last week overall. It's just now I'm having a bad spell. Maybe it's the football tickets, maybe it was taking the children out on my own...all I know is that I am really cheesed off with everything right now.