First of all it's not "sandi's" list. It's from DB and Sandi had just reported it before from another poster years ago.

Second, I mentioned what you need to do above. Answer those questions first and we'll help with your course of action. The biggest thing about DB is change. What EXACTLY have you changed in yourself?

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER