I thought everything was okay....(Part 4)

[Vanilla]

MCS

W need do nothing MCS, deal with MCS and stop trying to control what W does. It is Gods job to judge and teach, this is W relationship with him not yours. MCS has his own R with his God.

I believe God (as we know him for me Higher Spirit) as love never leaves us, as they say Love is all around,. God stays with his children through all of life and some times in life we as his children lose the ability to connect and channel that love.

Anger can be a barrier to channeling love, MCS that need not be you, you can chose to open that channel, you can chose to connect to your higher power. As a man blessed to know the spirit then you have this already in your heart as a way of life.

Embrace love and become the man you can be. Whilst you love then anger is in the distance, the body can hold only one emotion at a time so let that be love. Project (leave ILY alone) love to W as the mother of your children and this will soften your stance, words and meaning. Soften MCS for your children, being around two unhappy parents even if they love you will be very uncomfortable for children.

Soften and relax, this is better for MCS health and wellbeing. As the most responsible parent MCS thie role of channelled love and protection falls to you. Please stop criticising and discussing W with the carers as V believes this harms you and your R with your children. This is vital to MCS, W as the mother of your children deserves this, if you deny this in your own mind then you will deny W her role. How can W then find a road back to MCS? Even if W wants to return in time, how can she if MCS denies all her roles, pushes anger at his damaged R into W role as mother. You can state your preference as a boundary on clothes, on timekeeping, on safety, but these are behaviours MCS not about the person of W.

Jesus spoke of forgiveness, the mote, and throwing the first stone. Your R with W is H and W, both are responsible, forgive each other, MCS take the first step project love channelled from your higher spirit: God if you will as that love is always there, find this in your tender heart. Be strong and be loving instead of being angry.

Peace MCS

V