Catching up....

Sleepover for S on Saturday night was a success. S had a great time. H came over and was really helpful. He even cleaned up the kitchen and dishes. While he was cleaning, I sat down on couch to watch tv. He came in and sat down next to me and watched tv for a bit. We had nice conversation and laughs, we were watching Jaws. He left about 9:00.

Sunday, per request of H, S and I went to his place to pick him up and bring him back to house so he could drive his Jeep home. I didn't go into his house, waited in truck for him to come out. He got Jeep, then took S and dog for first sleepover at his place. I hated it. It brings out anger in me. I didn't go through a miscarriage, 9 months of pregnancy and 36 hours of labor to have a part time child. But due to H's issues, I have to. Ticks me off. I made the best of it. Went to grocery store, watched a movie and drank wine.

Has anyone seen Stuck on you? With Greg Kinnear? Total MLC story and ending. I hadn't cried so much in like a year, but I loved the movie.

Monday night had S and pets at home, all was well in my world again and I got some much needed sleep. H called to confirm plans for S birthday dinner together tonight, and talked to S to say goodnight.

Today is S birthday, H is on his way to hang out and all go to dinner. Just the 3 of us. I suspect a good time, looking forward to it.


Me 48 H 46 S 11
M 2004
BD 8/13
H moved out 2/15
-live in the present, enjoy the beauty around and within you, explore your new future-