I know it feels like a long while ago and the first page of my this thread, but thank you all for the voice of confidence in my ability to manage this in house S.
I discussed this in a call with my IC, and whether the stress was causing me to lose PMA. IC was of the same opinion that despite my reservations and obvious distress and despondency there is more progress than I give myself credit for. Largely I believe thanks to 12 steps and I reflect on this a great deal. DB is also of great importance to me and how I can measure progress.
In case visitors to my thread have guessed incorrectly, V likes numbers and measuring., evaluating and nurding. It is an ADD attribute and can be very boring....
RPP, I am also musing on your concerns about my sitch and whether I do stuff my feelings down. This needs more thought. Your thread locked and my post that was going to solve world hunger never was posted.
V
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
