Dev, FWIW, I think you sound lovely - and I would be very surprised if an equally lovely lady doesn't come along in the near future, hoping to claim that second seat in your rocket.
In the meantime, it sounds as though you are doing just fine....:-)
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We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus