W was complaining about her neck Sunday, her and S stayed home all day, S told me he did nothing but play with his truck we built and watched some TV... sounds like W was down for the count. She missed work yesterday, TM at 4 to have me pick up S some lunch items as she "literally can't move" ... no problem, S and I went to the store on the way home and had fun picking out his items.
Dropped S off this morning, man ... she looks horrible. I gave her the lunch items .. hugged and kissed S, told her I hoped she felt better and off I went. I have been pretty detached as of late, admittedly I have channeled a bit of frustration about the whole thing and what she did to do this, preparing for the D and all. But seeing her that way, its hard seeing her suffer now physically, along with mentally, emotionally and spiritually. I said a prayer for her after I left, I really hope one day she is not suffering any longer regardless of our M or not.
