Confused

[Joe46]

I feel good day! Yesterday I survived. I had several moments of stress, but I got through them. I feel confident finally! I am reading DR for the second time. I am detaching from my wife. I think I finally get how to detach. I actually have a good feeling inside that no matter what happens, I will be okay and get through it. If things don't work with the wife, so be it. I will find someone some day that will want to be with me. The most important thing is my kids.

She is acting different yesterday. I don't know if it is good or bad, but I noticed she started selling things online again like she used. She had a good business at one time selling things online. She had a good visit yesterday with one of the women in town. She liked doing those sales before because than she could visit with the women that bought from her. She also has not done anything on Facebook for a long time. Yesterday kinda surprised me. I did not say anything to her about it. She did tell me about her visit and I looked her in the eye and listened. I also did not come home for lunch. I am working on separating myself and anything else I need to. She knows where I stand!