Old dog seeks new trick 9

[Old Dog]

Yes I am at my flat. Unfortunately one of them is really quite ill at the moment. I can chat with the other one though.

I seem to bouncing around that Kubler Ross grief curve quite a bit. I have been feeling very angry recently as it has become apparent that WAW is bent on having this affair and expects me to be OK with it.

I thought I'd reached a point at the weekend where I'd accepted that there's nothing I can do but ignore it and work on myself but after a few bad mistakes on my part and another lecture I'm shaking with anger and fear. Oh and don't forget self pity.