This need not be the end.

[Fogg]

I agree with the other comments on here Barry. Don't give up hope things may change, you cant start thinking in absolutes. There really is no telling what the future holds for anyone.

Whatever does happen you have to see the positive in what has brought you here. The memories and life you shared, the children you have, the personal growth you have experienced over this difficult time. Be proud of what you have accomplished.