Devotion To A Dream

[phunguy]

I do see it. Which is why it is confusing. Just this past Friday, I was almost at peace with serving her D papers. No way it would be in house S. No way. She needs to go experience that reality and the pain. Now, the possibility of S seems interesting to my broken heart, as it may relate to reconciling, but I have serious doubts about her honesty as it relates to any of this or her motives.

I'm thinking I file for S and get her out. Leaving the door open for a while and waiting to see what she may do to possible reconcile, go to counseling, etc. I have an appt tomorrow with my Counselor, maybe I can work some of this out with her tomorrow.