Here goes the million dollar question and I'm ready for the 2x4s .
The whole moving on thing .
Been on a few dates with an old friend and we have a great time but I feel myself holding back and I'm not sure why .
Is it because I've still got them impenetrable walls up or that I'm still hoping that W will realise what she has done and want to come back .
Is it to soon to be going on dates and maybe should I wait until everything is sorted with regards the house .
I'm just in a real dilemma at the moment and fearful of hurting other people .
Advise much appreciated .
Me 40 W 37 Together 22 years S18 D12 WaW 12/08/14 after affair exposed , suspected for several months W returned home for 2 weeks to see if can handle family life After the 2 weeks she has left .