The whole weight loss roller coaster that it causeS after BD and lack of sleep is something that you think will never end but it does thank god .
I used my initial weight loss as the kick starter that I neded .
About 5 years ago I was nearly 18 stone which was bad and did have a go at a few diets and have been down to 14 stone previously but never really had the will power to keep it going .
It's taken a bit of hard work but to be honest I think that having a slightly less complicated life really helps .
And the motto about becoming a man only a fool would leave .
Me 40 W 37 Together 22 years S18 D12 WaW 12/08/14 after affair exposed , suspected for several months W returned home for 2 weeks to see if can handle family life After the 2 weeks she has left .
