Asked H if he wanted to join me watching TV so we watched an episode of friends together before bed, also showed him a funny youtube video, so we had a laugh together. He still seemed a little distant. But he completely lit up talking about his project. He was super excited to show me what he'd been working on and very animatedly asked me to come look at his computer and said he wanted me to see it - it was actually really impressive and very cool, so I told him so. He also said again how pretty he thought my new top was. However when he hugged me good night he gave me a much quicker (and less warm) hug than usual. He seemed so hot and cold tonight.
I tried to just centre myself (and focus my attention on myself, like Zelda said). Just need to stay calm and centered, not let anything rock me.
Going to see my GP tomorrow to discuss how the ADs are working. I think I am mainly past the side effects and they seem to be doing fairly well at regulating my mood but I don't know if they're really helping my anxiety (which she said they would) so I'm going to talk to her about that.
Me 28 / H 28 M 1 / T 2.5 BOMB 12-3-14 "I don't feel like myself any more" Still living together, separate rooms.
