Wow, Fogg. That's quite a story. I hope you are feeling better now, and you were able to speak to a counselor or doctor about your suicidal feelings (are you still having them?).
I didn't see a doctor but my counselor helped once W stopped going and it switched over to individual counseling. Those feeling are long gone, I'm in a much better place and I don't expect them to ever come back. Thanks for asking!
Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be
