I can't imagine how hard it is to be living together yet seperated. There will come a time V when you will make a choice. You will know what to do when the time is right for you. Big hugs from me.
Me 52 H 44 T9 M 5 BD 12/11 H split 8/12 OW moved in 12/12 OW gone for good 6/14 We get closer again 9/14 SD 13 Me 4 Grown
Accept what is...let go of what was and have faith in what will be.