MLC could be a thing here? Women get them too, don't they? Does that chapter in DR look like that to you?
Hang in there, Kramer. One day at a time, it may help to remember you can't control her or this outcome. Wishing you a little more strength and less hurt each day.
Mid 30's Psych-abusive M with violent tantrums from XH D 9/15; NC forever on
