Part 15 - a blue edz rising

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New thread time all, I managed to lock the old one without a link ah well.

Bit of a slow start today, no s so being a bit lazy first thing. Will make up for that with exercises in a bit before either swimming or washing the car haven't decided yet.

Still discombobulated after late texting last night, I dont mind the odd text or email its this wave followed by drawback that leaves me feeling confused as to what she's doing. These are not "naughty" texts (sadly) but they're the level partners have joking on things and what she's up to then...nothing

Mmm

Well as I've said I'm not initiating anymore which is in some ways harder as it makes it easier to do the above. I get thats a potential cause, I dont contact her so she pings me and when I respond she feels happier so stops again.

But why? If she doesn't want to deal with me why worry what I'm up to, if she does why this blanking behaviour?

Enough to drive you to dispair at times.

Anyway let's see how today pans out