Seperated, she is with someone - I'm desperate (2)

[vdubber]

I agree Bravo. There is nothing I can do for her. I need to work on my detaching. I felt I was starting to do pretty well and then the messaging last few days about her health issues got me thinking of her alot. She did message me tonight to let me know she saw doctor for the high platelette issue and she will be fine, just needs to take medicine for a couple weeks for blood thinning. I just said ok thank you for letting me know.

I know I have all the time I need to get myself where I need to be and it's a slow go. I will maintain hope but do not have expectations, those have died off. If she fixes some of her issues and wants to talk I will address it at that time but feel right now the chances of that are on part with winning the lottery or getting struck by lightning.

My D22 is leaving Monday to Cancun with her grandma so I am excited for her. I went and bought her a suitcase today and she's coming by tonight to get it. I will miss her while she's gone as she messages or calls me daily. It feels good to have a close relationship with her and I do my best to give her good guidance while letting her make her own choices and learn from them good or bad. She's turning out to be quite a good hearted woman and it warms my heart to see.

Tomorrow with kids and then I won't have them for a week. I always have a much harder time when they aren't around...too much time to think.