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Well tried on the clothes I got all fit nicely bar the smaller jeans which is to be expected those are my guide trousers for the next stage. What I didnt realise was the top I picked up isn't an xl I took what I thought was xxl and xl into the changing room(I'm barrel chested and have a 42-44 chest even at goal weight) I actually picked the l and xl and the l is the one that fits still some slight muffinness going on but I can work on that.

Spent the last couple of hours attacking my chest of drawers content mercilessly all the big big stuff packaged for charity bags, big pants binned, socks paired or dumped and pants / socks rolled and put in some cheapy organiser things I got from tesco (sick of hunting for them under t shirts and everything else in the drawer - gumtree being scanned for more storage) lots of old old stuff I'd kept for sentiment dumped too a jumper w really liked me in thats been repaired multiple times etc if we get together it will be new memories if not I dont want it here.

So busy busy. Dinner is on lots of peppers and chilli's Jim

W called and I'd missed it so that was 2 hours waiting for me wasn't deliberate but won't do any harm she was waiting. Question on USB keys sigh... Anyway we chatted about my clothes extravaganza and the close miss on the jacket. Told her to call me if she wanted to chat or to get together to talk or I'll see her Monday - I won't be texting or emailing her unless she does me (didnt say that obviously).

So there we go, looks like another melancholic note to finish this thread on unless something dramatic happens before the new one is needed but could be worse. Fairly upbeat about the way weight is going but not there yet will be by summer or late spring if I can keep up current progress.

I honestly don't know with w only she knows what this talk is going to be; worries, fears, absolute certainties on why she can't get back together or thing and what that means. Or maybe how to make a perfect omelette with cheeeeeeese well I suppose I'll find in due time.

A little sad, a little lonely but chugging on.