H is annoyed with V. I fell asleep last night after H had suggested we go to the pub. I am unwilling to go to the pub with H but it is the first time he has suggested anything so said yes. Then promptly fell asleep, awoke this morning fully clothed in my boots, freezing cold.

I would love time off work and have not really had any yet this year. However my business is falling to pieces as I am so distracted that I am not functioning. No invoices have been sent out for months as I have concentrated on tax year end and this month has been a complete wash out.

I would really like to get it together for my business and my efforts are elsewhere. It feels all fractured. V is concentrating on V and some times it works well although this month not so much.

So what used to come easily is now taking great effort and I really prefer some days off and physically this is poor as I sit for some very long hours at my computer. I am tired from all I do. It seems endless and yes I know this is the jackal with ears pointing inwards!

Financially this is necessary for me.

GAL

Thursday work 1 pt gym 2 pts gam-anon 2 pts
Friday work 1 pt gym 2 pts
Sat work 1 pt gym 2 pts dancing 3 -1 H pts shopping 1 pt
Sun work 1 pt gym 2 pts CF 1 pt dancing Ceroc 3 pts
Mon work 1 pt gym 2 pt
Tues work 1 pt lunch with staff 1 pt gym 1 pt SGD birthday 2 pts
Wed work 1 pt gym 1 pt orange wed with meal 3 pts
Total=34 pts

V

Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose.
V 64, WAW