Oh and I just remembered she said she wasn't being selfish going out and enjoying herself out locally ... most of the time ... for a couple of hours.

She seems to think she is doing everything she can for the boys. Well apart from working on our marriage. That's obviously OK to jettison.

I want to go to bed because I'm so tired mentally, physically, emotionally but I just started crying again and so I can't just yet because she's in it. Yes I must be back at home and not able to detach sufficiently.


M: 57 / EW: 52
T: 21, M: 8
S: 18, S: 15
Bomb: 1 Jun 14
EA Aug 2014 I think
PA Feb 2015 possibly sooner