Thank you so much 25! I am still processing everything you said and didn't want you to think I was ignoring it! It means alot to me that you put so much thought into your reply and I don't want to do it an injustice by rushing a response. I have been thinking it all through and want to be clear and honest and give it time to filter and process. I will post over the weekend - sometimes I just don't know what I want now or why...............
