I'm going to try focusing my whining here so I don't do anything stupid again (like last night).

She was already feeling guilty about the conversation with social work regarding our Foster son, said some things which got me spinning. I said some thoughts without a filter on them and that made her feel more guilty. Said it was making her feel like I was pushing her out.

Ugh... One moment I have clarity, the next I want to puke.


Me: 45 W43
S7, Foster S9 (Planning to adopt post divorce)
D mentioned Feb 2015, Wife served 3/24/2015. She moved out 4/15/2015.