Sorry for how things have been going for you. This is a tough phase - but it too shall pass my friend. And you will look back at it from a happier place and know that you made it through - and as TS squared said - better and not bitter. It was too soon and your W was not ready. That doesn't mean she won't ever be - but she isn't ready now.
This is where we really remember the MWD warnings about - if you want to hang on in there - prepare yourself it's tough. And your sitch right now shows that - but you'll make it through and we are all rooting for you.
That was me with the boats analogy above BTW. But I'm thrilled it was credited to V, as she always has great things to say!
((TLEE))
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
