In many ways to become something new means to leave the remains of who we were.

In my case I hang on to my life until I am ready to become and move into the new.

Gg, I see a wonderful person trying to rationalise what can not be rationalised. To understand what may never be understood.

H is in your past, Gg you are your own future. To move into the future then the past must be gone. I wished I had a wand which could create that world for you.

Your H is gone, please let go off the pain and damage H caused. Wish him well of his narc and let him go with it. Unless H awakes, and have hope he may, then Gg a new path opens for Gg.

Your IC is an excellent route for you.

V

Last edited by Vanilla; 02/27/15 03:24 PM.
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose.
V 64, WAW