Seperated, she is with someone - I'm desperate (2)

[vdubber]

So I did send her a message this morning wishing her well today on her surgery and told her i knew was nervous but everything would be ok. I am worried about her high platelette count that she needs to go see dr. tomorrow for. I looked it up and it can be a symptom of ovarian cancer which has me worried. I know she is no longer my W as such but I still love and care for her. I don't want her to know I'm worried and I know I need to keep a distance, I just know if all goes to sh*t with her health I would still be there for her if she wanted to make a commitment to us. I realize it's a pipe dream and i need to continue to work on what I can control...the health scare just gets me thinking I guess. True love doesn't care about illness or external beauty.