Plain Vanilla #9

[Vanilla]

RPP

Disappointment is one thing, but I have never heard these kinds of views from H before. If I had this H would never ever have been in my life.

So all I can do is hope for the best outcome for H. Hope is all I have left at this stage. I have to separate in my mind H behaviour from his basic worth as a being in the higher power. That H has the ability (if not the desire) to awaken to the truth. I have to let H believe what he likes although that is not my belief. These beliefs H holds if he expresses them in public are criminal offences.

I can do little for H, except hope for him.

1. I want to believe H can awaken and that H is stuck from fear.
2. Maybe this can be healing for H. Perhaps my compassion for H will induce compassion in him.
3. I have always been open about H and excuses for H are excluded from my agenda. This will continue. Where I perceive that V is being misrepresented then I will quietly put the record straight.
4. My opinions stay silent. H you are entitled to your view and I will not oppose them. They are your views, if I argue then that is likely to enclave your views and embed them. But I too have the right to my views which is a boundary issue.
5. Maybe there is something in this I need to be taught by my higher power. Perhaps this is my challenge too. To rise above the sewer and soar.
6. Change is very difficult, why should it be any easier for H than for me? We both are part of life process.

I am away to ride in my lovely red car.......
Come join me.

V